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10 years, 9 months, and 7 days

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 Dream Usually I would pray/asked Allah S.W.T to let me have a good dream with Abah. The last time I dreamt about him which I can't recall the year but I rarely get to. And so 1st August 2022 remarks the date I finally meet him in my dream with Angah and it is a heaven-sent kind of dream. So I drove a car with Angah as my co-pilot. Abah explaining ways to get to him/where he is about. He's still working even in my dream >_< Seems like I'm new to this driving situation and Abah told me not to panic and listen to him. And I passed him then he said " dah terlepas, pusing!pusing! simpang belah kanan tadi" I'm out from the car, hugged him. I can feel the warmth. I can feel the presence. I'm not crying in my own dream or in my subconscious mind. I am indeed happy. Then, Angah go to the toilet, and we left her >o< hahaha, I remember we walked a little.. passing through a river/ big drainage (idk) but we left Angah and both of us hopped in the car and
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I know some might not relate with my situation. The phrase "Dad is My Hero" or "Daddy Little Princess" and even this "Dad never hurt his daughter feelings" It is true, i'm thankful for the 14 years. I still can't move on with good memories but appearantly, this memories became a painful one. For not having him when I'm having a hard time. When i'm hurt by others, he is not there to comfort me and says "It's okay, you 're my strong baby girl" These days, I cried a lot.. and I keep it down so that people won't judge me saying £'m a crybaby or even worse faking it everytime. I just want to hear your voice, see you in the morning and before i sleep everyday, shake and kiss your hand. This year remarks the 11th year, i just hate to remember and keep counting. If i don't i'm afraid i would forget your face, forget the memories we've made. I just want to cry and somebody there to just be there for me, no words
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