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I know some might not relate with my situation. The phrase "Dad is My Hero" or "Daddy Little Princess" and even this "Dad never hurt his daughter feelings"

It is true, i'm thankful for the 14 years. I still can't move on with good memories but appearantly, this memories became a painful one. For not having him when I'm having a hard time.

When i'm hurt by others, he is not there to comfort me and says "It's okay, you 're my strong baby girl"

These days, I cried a lot.. and I keep it down so that people won't judge me saying £'m a crybaby or even worse faking it everytime.

I just want to hear your voice, see you in the morning and before i sleep everyday, shake and kiss your hand. This year remarks the 11th year, i just hate to remember and keep counting. If i don't i'm afraid i would forget your face, forget the memories we've made.

I just want to cry and somebody there to just be there for me, no words is not a problem.

I just need their existence